i did it again
i know i shouldn't
i know its not right
i just can't help myself
too many boys
clouding my thoughts
sinking into my mind
because i always want
what i know isn't right
what i know i can't have
it might be because
i'm afraid of getting hurt again
afraid of being too close
so i surround myself
with those other boys
boy 1.. is my love
boy 2.. is my curiousity
and always
boy 3.. is my infatuation
i know how it should work out
i know the kisses and dates mean nothing
that i have everything i've ever wanted, and more
but i just can't help myself
can you?