strike one
this isn't 3 strikes and i'm out
this is 3 strikes and i spill
3 strikes and i'll tell
3 months and i'll tell
i'm gonna write this one off for experience
i did better this time
that's a first now isn't it
him being gone
me being untrustworthy
and the horny boy who started this all
i hate everything about this
i want to go and drink it all away
if i told him
would it make it better?
i know it would be worse
and all trust would be gone
but in the long run
wouldn't it be easier
if i just told him
what happened
and that i was sorry?
i almost feel regret
but it was so much fun
i know the boy is feeling bad
and i feel bad for that much
i just need to realize
that my actions have meaning
and that
i need to do this
for him.
for me.
for us.