i know that you won't read this
and that you probobly don't care
but you just have to know
that i will always be there
this one's for you kate
and even though sometimes
you're mean and bitchy
it's understandable
you've gone through so much
and gotten so little
this third death in 6 months
i would never be able to handle
i hope that someday
you get out of the clouds
and someone will bring you closer
to the world below
i'm sorry for all
the things gone wrong
and i really am sorry
that there's not more i can do
because i know you crave
for someone to be there for you
my wish for you
is that you bring yourself joy
and you stop doing the stupid things
that only hurt yourself
just hold on
for those people around you
you're so strong through all of this
i hope that one day
someone will be this strong
for you